Welcome me in.
I feel like I am a child at the threshold of thy household
compelled to stay yet afraid to enter.
Silently, tapping.
Please hear me.
My ear to the door
Muffled noises, partial words form non-sense.
Yet the knowledge of thy presence
is music to my heart.
Oh, welcome me in.
Desires rage, fear abounds.
I am here!
What do you want me to do?
Huddled in silence.
Praying out loud.
I can not feel you 
but
I know you are there.
I am here.
Welcome me in, Please?